Cut
cut
All I want is to be ok again
Ok and happy
-no tears
-no pain
But when was I ever ok?
When did I ever not feel pain?
so long ago….
so very long ago
A time I can barely remember
A time where I had barely been born
My whole life I have felt so much pain
And it’s starting to eat me alive
I can feel it
Feel my life
Beginning to
C
R
U
M
B
L
E
And fall apart in a way
Even I can’t even control anymore
I want to cut it all away
Cut each and every bad memory
Out of my life forever
I cut – and cut- and cut
Every harsh word
Every strike
Every blow
I cut till I can’t stop anymore
Till the pain is gone
Till the suffering ends
The suffering-
My life-
I cut until it all ends….
By Julie Anne
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