Pointless Life

I thought life was pointless.
you left me alone
You went out to dinner
while i stayed home
i stayed in my room
watching the clock
alone in my room
with the door locked
an egg hit my window
i look outside
the jerkass’ from school
taking a ride
egging my house
shouting my name
i feel a deep
internal pain
i walk down the stairs
not controlling my feet
my thoughts flash back
when i first could see
the blurry white image
of mother above
my light skinned father
who perished above
i go to the kitchen
and take out a knife
they caused me my pain
on this horrible night
the kids outside
have gotten drunk
they break the windows,
those hideous lunks.
as they aproach me
laughing at my stand
i pull out the knife
and wave it in my hand
i jab it at them
they laugh and dodge
i look at the knife
and realize my cause
my life was poinless
i jabbed my heart
i coughed and hacked
as i tore me apart
the lunks quickly sobered
and rushed out the door
as i coughed and spat blood
onto the polished floor
i turned over and looked up at the sky
and found that i began to cry
why had i turned to death
at despair
my mother and father hadnt been there
i love you dad
i love you mom
just promise me youll forgive me before long.

i miss you erin
By Daniel Fernandez Konstantinovic

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