Alone I cry at night
Sharp metal pierces my skin again and again
I tryed to fight the tears but they are to powerful.
I am slowly dying inside
Trying not to cry the tears of blood!

As I see my life fading away
Someone hear my cries,
As I slowly die
I feel like a piece of sh*t
No one care and no one will
And all my wounds feel like they will never heal
Its never ending pain
I live my life in painful vein!

By Raeanne

Did you ever need to cut?
Did you ever need to see your blood to know it was real?

I have.

Did you ever run the blade against your skin over and over?
Did you ever cut anything. and everything?

I have.

Did you ever not bleed?
Did you ever not get that satisfaction?

I have.

Did you ever think it was because you were dead to the one person who cared?
Did you ever think it was because they didn’t care anymore?

I have.

Did you ever think “you dont need this”?
Did you ever want to stop?
yeah, me either..

By Oicuronlyn

My eyes turn blurry as the blood flows on the carpet
Everything goes black as turn white
Light head dizzy its all the same
Every day the broken glass cuts and makes a picture on my arms and legs

I smile as I pass out
No ones there for me
So why should I be there for myself
I want to die I now I will die if this keeps happening every day
It gets deeper and more blood drips on the carpet
The broken glass is my friend the only one I have
Broken glass will end it all

By Kayla

cut

All I want is to be ok again
Ok and happy
-no tears
-no pain
But when was I ever ok?
When did I ever not feel pain?
so long ago….
so very long ago
A time I can barely remember
A time where I had barely been born
My whole life I have felt so much pain
And it’s starting to eat me alive

I can feel it
Feel my life
Beginning to
C
R
U
M
B
L
E

And fall apart in a way
Even I can’t even control anymore
I want to cut it all away
Cut each and every bad memory
Out of my life forever
I cut – and cut- and cut
Every harsh word
Every strike
Every blow
I cut till I can’t stop anymore
Till the pain is gone
Till the suffering ends

The suffering-
My life-
I cut until it all ends….

By Julie Anne

There’s nothing to escape
We hold the race you can’t turn, away no choice to stray.
Lights go off a loud boom deafens me,
Death you can’t choose fate its always too late.

As the room darkens my breath lightens trying to hold onto reality is hard for me,
Anyone gonna save me?

I can’t breath the cut was to deep,
And as I fall asleep with knowing I wasn’t gonna
Wake I write a note and set it on the sink
Saying its from me the last words I could think.

By Jazzmen Cogburn

All you offer me is words, words of hate and sin,
I’ll offer you a picture, I’ll draw it on my skin,
I’ll draw it with a razor, fresh and deep and red,
A picture tells a thousand words, so here you are, have ten.

By Admin

Tear stained cheeks
Blood stained wrists.
None can hide the pain that exists.
Secrets in my head
Travel threw this pen.
Still my heart is in a million pieces
But it doesn’t know who it misses.
The person that it wants,
Won’t give me the chance I need.
Vision blured from the tears I’ve cried.
Nothing left of me inside
Just an empty shell.
Living in hell.

Dedicated to my friend Brandon..
By Harley Scene

Selfish;
The first word that came to mind,
She looked at the gun,
Clutched in her scared hands.

Mistake;
Another word came to her mind,
But she shrugged off the words,
And put the gun to her head.
Her soul swept away,
In the “Whosh” of the bullet.
Drowned in blood,
Lost in tears.
A selfish mistake.

By Rachel

Up, down, left, right,
Misery, depression, agony, spite.

North, South, West, East,
You can�t escape the call of the Beast.

Him, her, us, me,
Crying so hard, you cannot see.

Paintbrush, Pastel, Pencil, Pen,
No light at the tunnel�s end.

Tall, short, large, small,
Sprint away, run away, walk away, crawl.

See, smell, taste, hear,
Bite your tongue, bite your fear.

Water, fire, wood, air,
If you can�t feel, you can�t despair.

You can�t evade the beast inside
No matter how much you try to hide.

By Nelle

Slice,Slice, end the pain.
End the misery, cut the vein.
Rest, Dream, Sleep up tight.
For tonight, this will be your last night.

The blood will pore, the tears will shed.
But no pain because your dead.
No broken heart, no scared pain.
No stupid boy to tear you apart.
You�ve lost the continuous torture.
With a quick simple slaughter.

By Brittnee
I feel like I have no place in the world, my boyfriends cheated on me and I can�t hold myself together, at least I�m not alone ):

All these girls,
They throw themselves at you.
I should feel jealous, right?

Well�

I can admit that a do.
Yet, I can�t say I�m worried.
I guess I just trust you.
But I don�t know how,

Or why you like me.
I don�t get it.
I don�t see what you do.
I�m not funny.

I�m not pretty.
And in no way am I exclusive.
I�m just a plain girl,
With a boring,
Uneventful life.

Don�t get me wrong,
It brings me great joy
To know that you choose me,
Over all these other girls.

I see why they�re after you,
Even if you don�t.

But I can�t help but question,
Out of all of them,
Why me?

By Jessy

Cuts
You feel it
Deep in you skin
Seeping out of your arm
Blood seeping out
Making three more cuts
Each going into the skin
Watching it roll down your arm
Seeing it drip, drip, drip, to the floor

Soon you see the blood turning red unto black
When dry, you grab it once more
You make three more cuts
Each mean a symbol
One for your family
Second for your friends
Third for your life your living.

By Elisabeth

Im sorry I cannot stay,
Stay too long will give me pain,
Never betray the world among trust,
Alot of people better than us,
Read this and dont give up,
Many many others is just enough,
To pump the bond between you and us,
LOVE

By Carlie

My Razor Kissed Wrist
As The Blood Surfaces
The Pain Gets More Exhilarating
As The Razor Slides Across My Wrist
More Blood Begins To Surfaces

As I Cry the Pain Feels Greater
As I Go To Wash the Blood off I Cut More
The Pain Is Getting More Worse
And All This Damage I’ve Done
Was Because Of You.

By Kookie Rave

When I see you,
I see a beautiful creature
full of passion,
and love.

What do you see when you look at me?
am I in the way?
or am I important?
Because you already know
what I see when I look at you.

by: EMO Andi